I have finished uploading some of the pictures I took & edited from my Undas Escapade with my family. I have also finished Episode 5 of Code Blue. What I haven't finished... or started, for that matter... is studying for my Module Quiz tomorrow.
I have approximately 18 hours left. Tick. Tock.
My scores from the last exams were... dismal. I haven't exactly failed. It's just that I set a higher standard for myself.
Having watched those five episodes of Code Blue (a Japanese Medical Series revolving around 4 ER Flight Doctors), I have come to the conclusion that if I ever become half as good as Aizawa, I'd die happy.
But the point is not to be half as good as Aizawa but to be just as good. Even better.
The thing is, nobody really wants to be second best. Or third best, for that matter. And with the rate I'm going on with my studies, I'll end up as my worst nightmare: mediocre & incompetent.
Nobody wants to be in the hands of a mediocre & incompetent doctor. I don't want to be that doctor. I especially don't want to be like him, the man who didn't do anything... the doctor who let my friend die.
Until now, his face is fresh on my mind. Imprinted, so it seems. With red flags of warning. He's the doctor I don't want to be.
So. I'm putting this for the record.
I'm going to do my best. No. I'm going to go beyond my limit.
I'll be the best. Just so I won't stand by helpless and let others lose the people they love.
And besides, I promised him. My friend.
No comments:
Post a Comment